"They're moving in herds, they DO move in herds."

We had our first tech rehearsal for Mr.Marmalade today.

It was pretty productive, and not half bad.  

Well the first run was pretty god awful, mainly because it was 11am, and none of us particularly wanted to be there.

But the second run through was significantly better.

Enjoyable, one might say.

I have a huge problem with this one scene, the dreaded Scene 5.

I don't know why it's so difficult for me to memorize this damn scene. Probably because all the lines are the same, and often repeated just in different parts of the scene.

I hate it. 

But I vow to be completely perfect for tomorrow night.

Because I'm very afraid of A.J. and Andrew.

Especially after today.

We all sort of hated each other today, it was weird.

Alex even mentioned at the end of the night that it would probably be best if we went our separate ways, but we went to Mona's. And had quite a splendid time.

All we did was quote Jurassic Park. 

It was a pretty stellar way to cap off the evening. 

Tomorrow, at 6am, A.J. and I have to go on the morning show for ABC26 and perform, and get interviewed and such to promote the show.

I don't think I'm going to be a pleasant person to be around tomorrow midday, but we'll see what happens.

I'm having a really awesome time doing this show, despite the fact that I live in constant fear that Andrew hates every choice I'm making, and A.J. is fed up with Scene 5.

I hope they let me play with the Project, again.

I'm also thoroughly enjoying their friend Kristin, who is in town from New York playing my mother in the show.

She's just a little ball of sass and good time.

She, A.J., and myself had a riproaring good time the other night at The Boondock, and the Kingpin. 

We talked drunkenly about everything from musical theatre, to bikini waxing, to threesomes. 

Matthew Mickal had the best quote of the night, though, when he simply looked Kristin straight in the eye and said, "Your shoes sparkle, I NEED A DRINK."

On a completely separate note, why does VH1 have a show called, "Megan Wants a Millionaire?"

Really?

I mean, I guess it's better that they are just putting the fact that Megan is a gold digger and, truly only wants to marry for money, not for love.

Seriously, though? Why is this on television?

And why the hell can I not stop watching it?

This is why I can't remember my god damn lines.

Because my head is filled with bullshit reality tv show programming.

What a tough life I lead.